Generally, I feel like I can’t consider myself an athlete anymore. And as self-deprecating as that sounds, I’m really as washed up as they come. I can barely run a 10-minute mile without feeling like my lungs are bleeding. If someone ever brings up soccer, I always talk about how good I was, and how great I could have been. I always catch myself getting a little embarrassed about how bitter I am about it. It’s something I’m working on. Writing this has helped me realize the s